14 October 2023 —BEING or NOT BEING BOTHERED

Just lately I seem to keep thinking of things I feel I intended to do and then telling myself ‘I can’t be bothered’!

Am I becoming lazy? It would seem so. If I have promised someone else that I would do something with them, then, of course, I do it. I am certainly not at the stage (yet anyway!) where I let others down, just myself!

Indeed, it seems easier to give to someone else than to give to myself!

And I also feel that an examination of those things which I CAN BE BOTHERED TO DO are those things where worry sets in if I don’t do them and those things which I CAN’T BE BEOTHERED TO DO are those things where I don’t care one way or another.

This is certainly NOT the person whom I thought I was.

GIVING TO ONE’S SELF is important and I feel that when one can’t be bothered, this generally emanates through a sense of feeling that we don’t DESERVE THE BEST.

Ponder Points: on reading this I feel…my thoughts on reading this are …things I feel I should have done but couldn’t ‘be bothered’ to do are ….