9 DECEMBER 2020 — FATE? KARMA? FREE CHOICE?

I am finding having a broken shoulder very painful and very restrictive although I am slowly becoming more and more adaptable to coping with ONLY HAVING ONE FUNCTIONING arm even though I am left-handed and it is the left arm which is incarcerated

IN MY HEART, I know that on some level it was my choice! ‘ MIND OVER MATTER’ as the saying goes. And the question to ask myself is ‘MIND WHY ARE U MAKING MY BODY ILL’? Even if there is no answer forthcoming I HAVE OPENED UP THE MIND TO BEING RECEPTIVE to the fact that ‘There are more things in HEAVEN AND EARTH THAN ARE DREAMT OF IN YOUR PHILOSOPHY, HORATIO’. (SHAKESPEARE) and, opened it up also to the awareness that the RATIONAL MIND DOES NOT REIGN SUPREME.

Very often we know things INSTINCTIVELY and INTUITIVELY.

When we are ill, or in my speke — when we are CHOOSING to make our bodies ill, it is usually because WE ARE IN CONFLICT between our RIGHT AND LEFT HEMISPHERE BRAINS = our SOUL KNOWING and our EGO MINDS!

RESPONSIBILITY — THE ABILITY TO RESPOND.

SO MY MESSAGE TO MYSELF MUST BE TO:

STOP FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF, LOOK INWARDS and RECLAIM MY POINT OF POWER BY UNDERSTANDING WHAT MY CONFLICT IS ABOUT AND MAKE THE DECISION TO STEP FORWARD.